TobyMacVEVO. “TobyMac – Beyond Me (Lyric Video).” YouTube. YouTube, 13 Jan. 2015. Web. 31 Dec. 2016.
It will be the second day of 2017 when this posts, but as I am writing it, it is still 2016 — it’s New Year’s Eve to be exact, and the radio is on and playing a list of their top 103 country songs of 2016. It is that time of year when we look back on what has happened and look forward to what might be in the new year. And so, I am taking a few minutes to look back at my year in writing.
One of the biggest changes this last year has been moving from a regular paycheck to being self-employed. This change also came with a move from a classroom full of students to one — my son. And it has been a challenge figuring out how to mesh his classes, my work schedule, and just regular house things together. We’re doing ok, but I would not say we are “there” yet. 🙂 But it has been a wonderful change — a definite blessing!
So besides giving up the day job, what tangible things can I point to that show what I have accomplished this year in my writing life? Well, I have made a few changes on the front page of this website. I have completed two Thursday’s Three Hundred stories and have another one started — and I have published several books.
- His Inconvenient Choice
- Her Heart’s Choice
- And Then Love (written in 2015)
- Finally Mrs. Darcy
- Waking to Mr. Darcy
- The Tenant’s Guest
- A Very Mary Christmas
Wow — I guess that feeling of always being busy was not imagined! It has been a busy year, and not everything both professionally and personally was wonderful. There were some definitely difficult times that twisted my heart and bent me under their weight, but this little reed is still standing. 🙂 But here’s the thing, (and I am going to get a little “spiritual” here because my faith is part of who I am) I am still standing and have accomplished what I have not through my strength alone. God has been good. He has sustained me in the rough places and granted me moments of seeing His blessing being poured out. The lyrics of the song above say
But here’s the thing, (and I am going to get a little “spiritual” here because my faith is part of who I am) I am still standing and have accomplished what I have not through my strength alone. God has been good. He has sustained me in the rough places and granted me moments of seeing His blessing being poured out. The lyrics of the song above say
Call it a reason to retreat
I got some dreams that are bigger than me
I might be outmatched, outsized, the underdog in the fight of my life
Is it so crazy to believeThat You gave me the stars, put them out of my reach
Called me to waters a little too deep
Oh, I’ve never been so aware of my need
You keep on making me see
It’s way beyond me
I have definitely felt this way this past year, and as I begin the process of looking forward to 2017 and sketching plans, I still feel this way — the dreams are still big, the waters still feel too deep, and I am so very aware of my need of His sustenance. But, even if there is a flutter of nerves in my stomach and that little voice in my mind that questions if I can reach my goals, I will be moving forward — in His strength.
Now, in order to accomplish my goals, I must do my part and be faithful in my work, which includes writing — daily or nearly so. Life does like to mess up the schedule some days. This week, there were a few days that writing did not happen, but then there was one day when I was able to write for hours and managed to type out somewhere around 6,000 words. A few of those words are below in a short excerpt. I will remind you again…this is the current Thursday story and we are getting to the end. Things are starting to be resolved, so if you read this, there may be spoilers.
EXCERPT FROM Willow Hall, Book 4: Continue reading Music Monday: Beyond Me, TobyMac